caramel (reprise) by ahsek novel

SHIFTING/i became/engaged in his web/tangled and spun/right round/as memories/birth new friends/and enemies remain dead/his tongue/is an enchanted sword/as he tastes/each fold of my skin/caramel/dripping sugary drops/of passion/until/i unfold in his arms/we become silent/tonight/we go/deeper and deeper/time slows/as heat enters/suddenly full/connected at the center/beaming/with morning gently approaching/again/forming tight

rosegold by ahsek novel

PRECIOUS metals/silver and gold/with roses and broken down stones/flower petals/crushed into stress/day after day/skin tone imperfections/the light and dark/of beauty/put on display/then shimmer and dissolve/like a haulted single breath/wasted time filters/through eyes as/a constant cycle of life and death/so shine bright/until there is nothing left/but dust and poems

caramel pt1 by ahsek novel

SOFT/creamy coated splendor/becoming hard and formed/cool like me/imagine sipping ice tea/on a summers day/sticky and sweet as a heated night/brown sugar and peanut butter flavored delights/licking lips and closing eyes/wanting that inner thigh surprise/melting and enjoying the high

lust reprise by ahsek novel

LACED/with seduction/our eyes tangled/and whispered/each others name/translated eroticisms/and secret foreplay/as this became our/favorite part of the day/flowing/and curving/and turning/this and that way/with bodies overheating/from lust

voodoo doll by ahsek novel

SILENT SCREAMS/pin pricked bodies/that don't bleed/sewed closed mouths/and shattered teeth/i remember those/hollow eyes/butterfly lies/and beating hearts bursting/through rib cages/birds flying freely/as the naked wind/i begin that song/chanting sacred rhymes/that turn slowly/into lullabyes/those sweet cries/from deep inside

sorry, you are not my competition by ahsek novel

SOFT/molded metal/twisted/into beautiful sculpted elegance/i managed to unbind myself/stripped and ripped/apart by pride/digging underneath the scars/i cried/and yes/i tried to become something normal/i yearned/so badly to blend in/that i faded into the crowded spaces/therefore/i too/was a sheep/apart of his flock/my wool/became his possession/and for that/i was at peace/for i was/his piece/his side/his front/and his back/i was just his/and deep down inside/i died a little/luckily/i resurrected myself/and became important/to myself/being my own priority/as if i was apart/of some sort of sorority/accordingly/my wool/still grows/thick/fluffy/and very much my own/quietly/realizing and accepting/the recent epiphany/and taking full responsibility/for me/i have evolved/never allowing/the hurt and anger/to overcome and stain my spirit/infesting the bitterness/this isn't about me/being used and abuse/or unwanted goods/too old or worn out/truth be told/my heart is preserved/and my love is reserved/for he who is much more deserving/i respect myself/and am left with no regrets/so/there is no competition/for i am/the top and bottom of my existence/the end

uphoria by ahsek novel

I REMEMBER how i missed him/so/i reminisced/about the day/we took that picture/seeing our smiles frozen/in time/just like it was/our very first time/all those times/watching/as he would effortlessly ignite/butterflies/at the pit/of my belly/still/all those memories/flowing steady/over and under/like a current rush of emotions/slowly sipping/this erotic potion

charmed by ahsek novel

TENDER kisses we exchange/secretly/bound without fault or shame/our bodies connect/like magnets as the heat/between us/melts away all the negatives/with you/i feel alive again

side effects by ahsek novel

DISTURBED images distorted through/hollow eyes/twisted/mangled memories that killed/those fantasies/which never really became reality/breathing hot and sweaty/behind the vantage point/human bodies floating down/a sea of hearts/speaking in tongues

sweeter by ahsek novel

I BECAME sweeter/like a candy coated dream/drenched in liquid sugar/slow like honey/thick syrupy drip drops/lips whipping words that make him cream/i mean gotdamn/i can taste myself/maple and vanilla bean/spoken and even seen/cinnamon bisquits and buttermilk pancakes/easy like homemade waffles on a sunday morning/he says my name/i became sweeter like tripple chocolate crunch/hot fudge sundaes/sometimes in both ways/mixed berries/these are no strange fruits/hazelnut glazes topping these double d's/our ice cream conversations heated/turning into sexual relations/going for seconds/thirds/fourths/fifths/he know i'm a greedy b***h/we've become a new trend/rumors swirl/once more than just friends/wanting/giving and getting more/getting and giving more and more like cocoa crisp cereal/now he talking back/to me/in my favorite translation

a winter's eve (ahsek's theme) by ahsek novel

SUCH A SILENT beauty/sunart thought of his wife ahsek/she slept with/the grace of a queen/shallow breaths/that whispered his name/how trusted was he/to be her keeper/as she slumbered/he wondered what dreams/wandered in the secret places/of her mind/the ticking of time/never mattered/when the two were together/ahsek’s face was ashen/from the winter frost/yet/still dewy from her youthful cattiness/she/sincerely laughed about that/once her skin chapped and peeled/a new layer always formed/this was a thing/that sunart knew/winter/a season of conclusions and resolutions/there is irony in a birth/here/for winter is also a time of death/it is the final cycle of each year/it is the ending to each beginning/yes/such a silent beauty/ahsek was reserved/with eyes able to see/far past the physical/the elders adored her/all covens respected her/ahsek was a master/sunart loved her as only he could/such a silent beauty/her love/crept along his spine/similar to the artic breeze/seeping into a hollow room/ahsek was his desire/from first glance/she melted the snow/which had enclosed his mind/and enslaved his heart/yes/she was his escape/his truth/his infinite possibilities/his dream and now his reality/sunart was alive and able to love/because of her/ahsek must have heard his thoughts/at that very moment/she opened her eyes/they shared a sweet embrace/she followed/as sunart led the way

the beauty of sleep by ahsek novel

ELEGANT/enveloped in a timeless slumber/arousing and electric recollections/those colorful dreams/ahsek transitioned into rim/allowing her sub-conscious to transmit instant memories/sunart aligned his cerebral cortex/the scent of lavender and sage/focus/astral projection/no hallucination or lucid activity/just pure intent/as they both appeared near/and now/in the flesh/yes/of course/after the sweet embrace/even in waking life/teleportation is luxury