for you by ahsek novel

WHEN WE make love/i escape from the pains/the dullness/the faded lights and still life paintings of past lovers/i want to swallow you between my thighs and release you into the day/exploring the unknown and rediscovering the old and familiar/forming us/we/even three/i want to bare sons and daughters for you/when we kiss/it's like a love song playing forever in my mind/pressing/rewind/forward/then stop/pausing at the part when i scream your name/and i become high/intoxicated/breathing you into my soul/i want to be everything for you/i want to be something honest and pure/i want to be beautiful for you